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Guide Dog Tales Vol.17


By Carolyn Dale Newell

My heartbeat accelerated as the dog barked at us. I heard a chain being tugged on. Once again, bark and clang. The third time was different. The chain broke. My mind raced as he came toward Iva and me barking.

I pulled my stun gun, but it was stuck. When it finally came out of the case, it barely popped. I only wanted to scare the dog, but by this time, he stood as if there was a barrier between him and Iva. Looking back, I believe it was angels. I froze as they stared at one another. Not sure what the dog would do next.

I began to video the situation. I could no longer see the dog, but that is not unusual with my limited vision. Then I detected a whisper, as if she wanted to go undetected by a sightless person.

Pointing the camera across the street toward the dog and his master, I questioned her about the dog running at large. She claimed the fence broke, not a chain. I later learned this fence was only a baby-gate on her deck. She claimed she was there all along, but she offered no apology. If she had been present, she would have jumped into action. Maybe she was too engrossed in her phone.

Foolishly, I thought this time the cops would help. I called. I waited. First to arrive were two nice policemen. They called Buena Vista Animal Control. We chatted and one admitted the problem of leashj-law breakers in the city.

Animal Control arrived. He viewed the video and accused me of being argumentative with the woman and him. Yes, my hands were trembling. My voice grew louder with frustration. Impatient with the lack of compassion with her and now with him. His sharp words and attitude alarmed me. He refused to charge her. He even told me to expect this in a residential section. Really? In a neighborhood where people know a blind woman walks? What happened to “Love thy neighbor”?

Neither of them understood the severity of this situation. We were only ten feet from a busy highway. Cars whip in there, barely slowing down. Yelling was necessary to be heard over the loud traffic. Screaming also occurs when I get angry. Angry that sighted people do not get it.

Distracting a working guide dog can have detrimental effects. It is equal to someone jerking the steering wheel from a driver’s hands,

Defeated, I walked off before tears escaped my eyes. There was no need to continue standing there with an officer of the law treating a blind woman harshly. No consideration for my safety. No consideration for the fear that consumes you when you can only hear your surroundings.

Visually impaired folks cannot expect sighted folks to comprehend our lives. To them, it was just a barking dog who got away from his owner. To me, it was a fearful event that could have turned into a nightmare.

I have to advocate for myself. No one else will. Being a Christian does not make me a doormat. Feeling like nobody understands, nobody helps, and nobody cares aggravates you enough to bring out the human instinct to fight. Don’t judge me, until you walk in my shoes.

Now, before leaving the house, I pray. I will trust Jesus Christ and His hand of protection. Satan desires to steal my independence and create dismay. Angels encamp around me and Iva.

My goal is to educate the public. Will you help teach others by sharing this?

Copyright 2017 Carolyn Dale Newell




Though He slay me, yet I will trust Him.  –Job 13:15a


Why do severe tornadoes devastate towns? Why do terrorists kill and maim so many people? Why are you going through a storm right now? Many times, we never know God’s purpose in trials, but one thing we do know – we can trust Him.

If we lack wisdom, we can ask God and He will give it to us liberally, but we must ask in faith, not doubting (James 1:5-6). The only way we can have peace during these times is to have total trust in God. As Christians mature, their faith will increase.

When you, the passenger, are going to a vacation destination, you don’t need to know the route. Only the driver needs to know. Trust god to lead you even if the way is unclear, and don’t be a back seat driver.

Although the purpose may be unclear, there are some benefits to trials. They will cause you to depend on God more. They will keep you in the Bible and in prayer. They will enable you to help others when they go through their own trials. They will make heaven sweeter because it is a place where there is no pain, no sorrow, and no tears.

On a personal note, I would never trade my visual impairment for sight if it meant that I would have to give up the closeness I feel with God. Every step I take is literally one of faith, and yours should be also.

We must trust God completely without wavering, without doubting, without the back and forth movement like the waves (James 1:6). Our trust must be firmly rooted in God because He is in control. God has a plan, and we don’t have to understand it. Trust Him!



Copyright 2013 Carolyn Dale Newell.